fateless.

fate is for those who cannot change their destiny

i opened my eyes and i am
blinded by the white light
tried to make out the day
tried to make out the time
but all i made out was haze

And I can't stand the sound
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the rain

How could this happen to me
I was supposed to dive
and now with overcast skies
night goes on
As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

soon my phone starts beeping
and everybody calls out to me
their silent anguish
and cheated hearts
lashing out at me
and for the added cut
my buddy's not coming
cos she is sick

I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I want to return to a point
when i can respawn again

And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

now the sky has cleared....right after this bitching
but i may still be unable to dive