accidently in love



woke up this morning cos i had to return to the office to pick up my uniform
why? cos my damn mc covers me until today and i have bloody prt tomorrow
not that i'm lazy...it's just that i don't really enjoy the silence in the frc as my prt mates are't really chatty....
brushed my bleeding mouth took a shower
decked myself and gunned the engine

horned a few taxi drivers along the way not forgetting the indecisive lady-drivers and over cautious P-Plate kids. oh screwed a few mercs drivers who were road hogging too
reached office hung aruond got my shit and zipped back home

didn't really feel like going out after that so i returned the keys to dad and started watching anime and The O.C again..
beginning to feel sad cos i'm almost finishing the first season and anna has apparently left the screen for a few episodes. damn

she's so cute..but unreachable
i think i've fallen accidently in love with her

to prolong my happiness i decided not to watch The O.C for 2 hours and decided to cut my fur since there's this stupid D.C visit on monday. not that i'm afraid of him (it's just a goddam rank on his shoulders..he's still human) but i just don't want any trouble for the long hair (Think black/fat/fucked up superiors saying "your hair is very long u noe blah blah") it's just not worth it....but then again there's no worth in NS anyway.

Vindicated.
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away

anna

to be waking up feeling sad and with tears in my eyes
is almost weird.
"..this is everyone's misfortune" were her words

now who the hell was she?

WHAT THE FUCK !?

greece just beat the czech rep. to the finals
JUST
WHAT IN THE FUCKING HELL

they made me wake up
gave me false hopes
and brought the rain.

i will never look at a skoda car again.

sweet.

if words could express

how awfully sweet

The O.C

is


my mouth would


have


bled to death

i'm still bleeding!?

wtf. woke up this morning to find my pillow full of blood
WTF?!?!
is this normal? or could it be the nachos/kfc chicken/ice cream/twisties which i ate yesterday?
hmm.....

now i know why girls get so pissed once a month
i myself hate my mouth being full of blood what more about them
seesh.

High class or High Crass?

in the midst of my personal "retreat" i have started watching the american drama series titled "The O.C"

For people who don't know what O.C stand for its "Orange County"
The series is about a high-class society of people living in this residential estate called orange county (or something like that) since i see the same group of high-class people living their so called high-class life, wearing the same high-class togs and whatever things high-class you can think of.
Predictably, hidden behind them are adultery, lies, fraud and whatever things un-high-class so it's pretty interesting to see how and what goes on in their lives.
Show's not bad with the main lead actress as a big big piece of yummy eye candy with similar dissappointing characteristics in the real world (having an ugly boyfriend and messed up parents and the likes.she's alright btw) not forgetting the many un-occassional instances of faux pas when the high class people just embarrass the hell out of themselves when they act totally immature and stuff.

a drama ? or the bare facts?
i'd choose the bare facts. many "high class" people are not what they seem. i have an aunt who's like that and i never fail to embarrass her when she brags about her high but low class of living.

branded stuff are for people who have low self esteem and need the brand name to give them the added confidence. credit cards? either for light travellers who do not like stuffing wads of money notes or for "act tough" people who enjoy oweing credit card companies money. for those who disagree with me, BITE ME. you're all gonna die one day and wealth will definetly not be a measure of your existence's worth.

The O.C is a cool show btw. catch it if you can. for the morals and the eye candy

blood and enamel




had my lower left wisdom and top left tooth extracted today. weird experience i must say
here were the procedures:

was made to wear spastic shower cap, shoe caps and robes in order to make me look as if i was going to give birth

was later injected with this bittersweet cough-syrup like substance which make me curse and swear cos of the piercing pain (4x) believe me , even with a numbed mouth you still can swear.

anyways the dentist tried to kill me by opening my mouth super wide and using all his strength to extract my top left tooth but in the end, i din even feel the absence of my teeth even after he had already taken them out. last minutes of surgery :

me : nurse, can i spit?
nurse: nono you can swallow
me: but i want to spit...this taste in my mouth is weird
nurse : ok la... nah (spreads out serviettes for me to spit)

i spat.
cool bloody oozy blood

i hate the taste of iron.

but i love the colour of blood.

YUM YUM!

5 days of mc coming right up!

dizzy

it's one of those days when i suddenly go panaroid and start thinking of things so spastic beyound imagination. first it started with the weird dreams in the afternoon and now it's this whole issue about being what i am today
wtf.

i'm going to have my wisdom tooth surgery tomorrow. hopefully everything will go well and the minimal amout of pain experienced. but then again, even in pain we can sleep.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

concussed



went home at about 1330 hrs today and went to sleep got the shock of my life when i found myself awake at 1845 hrs and cursed myself for wasting the day oh well guessed since i can't sleep i'd crap a bit here for the record my friend was telling me about this girl he so called met on friendster which led me to reconfirm my doubt the looks do matter altough THEY say that THEY do not but then again who they hell are the THEY when we usually say THEY its just like tradition i especially like the one about not eating your plate clean saying that your future husband wife will ahve pimples on their face etc when asked about who said it they will always say your grandmother and when you asked your grandmother she will say her grandmother and so on

is this it?

are we suppossed to follow tradition blindly without seeking the truth?

many things in life are not what it is said to be
though how pleasant and comforting words may be
hard cold reality will always hit you in teh face when you least expect it.

the irony of it all
in deeper darkness we will fall

'the truth will set you free'
indeed it is true.

anyway about the pic it was taken when i was taking a walk around my office area last night. found it really funny and decided to snap it