getting the wisdom out of my head

and so the saga goes :

went to jurong east polyclinic to see the dentist cos i got really pissed with my left lower wisdom tooth and found out that it was partially erupted and impacted (common dentist terms i should say) and was given a choice of AH, NUH or NDC. I chose the National Dental Centre since it was just opposite my office and scheduled for an appointment there tdy. (or should i say yesterday)

went there at around 2.30pm and almost got the shock of my life. there were so many chicks there!!! but one thing was common among all of them: They all had messed up teeth. Anyways, for a moment i acted like a bloody fool as their system of queing was somewhat messed up with them referring you to this section and that. I swore i almost wanted to slap the rude bitch at the counter (of course i didn't lah)

i was assigned to a male dentist who told me what he was going to do to my teeth and stuff and later was sent to this nurse who was tutoring a very cute understudy. wtf shocked em againwas that she and 2 other nurses asked me if i was really 21..they said i looked younger sian diao.
wtf man! can't you see the sadness the world has nowadays?!

surprisingly, their rate of processing the paperwork was damn fast. went in at 2.30pm and went out at 3.30pm fast game man

i'm going to be stupid on the 29th of june. but who cares. intelligence was never a factor for NS.

dreams|reality

after a week of slacking, backstabbings, fun, boredom , having no money and of course anime; it is time to start another week. right now everyday is just another day to me and like the happy sign pasted on my office computer monitor "today is just another day. it would be over soon" shall ever hold true.

frankly speaking, i'm quite contented with the shit that i am in now, yes i am still serving shitty NS and yes i am still being used like a whore , and yes the bitch is still pissing me off although not so often now ; but after looking at all these, the people around me are still able to balance off the shittiness of everything. right now the only thing i am concerned is what would happen AFTER they ORD. then i will be stuck in the same shit, but without anything to keep my spirits up.

have been mercilessly watching anime for the whole week, i think i cleared about 4 series and still embarking on more. somehow whenever i indulge in anime i feel relaxed. perhaps its the only way for me to gain what those people call nirvana or an orgasm. just kidding. if only life was THAT surreal and perfect and full of vanilla skies like those in anime (a little bit of sword wielding and magic casting would also be nice)

OKAY i am sounding GAY right now with the "if only" , "if only", "if only" shit.

ask anyone what and why are they alive. other than the usual "i am living for GOD" many would be at a loss for words.

all i can say is :

argh! fuck it!