a new day has come

the time is 0716 hours.
i've been awake for around 20 hours already
the nightmare began at 1800hrs friday,12 of july when NP screwed up my laptop
my laptop is stil screwed right now
it takes about a minute to boot up.
why did they invent computers in the first place
to me, it has always been regarded as virtual maintainence

i haven't configured it for the NP network yet..but hopefully i'll be able to do it later today..
if some kind soul would wake me up
i won't be going to bed after this blog...but raather installing the rest of the software which i deem important.
wish me godspeed

free me, please

as i speak, the other part of me is being formatted
however, as much as it wants to be formatted
it can't
there's always a glitch at 49%
a soul told me that it's most likely an addressing error
i hate my laptop's build in RAM
it screws everything up
i hate NP
it was the cause of all this shit

it's amazing how God balances the world
with the rich being utterly stupid
and the poor having all the logic sense in the world
and in this case..a school which educates
and the staff which just messes up the lives of the students
pretty people with ugly minds
ugly people with pretty minds
sometimes the gold you find
can actually be shit in disguise

as i type, another format has failed again
i'm trying to format the hard drive in FAT32 format this time
but what's the use of having a pretty wife
without being able to see her in all her glorious beauty?
this is what i'm feeling now
windows 2000 professional with a FAT32 file format
the worlds biggest joke of the day
how i wish Bill died and never existed
that way at least i won't be worrying abt file formats

new addICtion

i have a new found addiction
it's not tar or ethanol
but blood
the blood lust contained in warcraft 3
it's a pretty nice game although still dry as ever
i feel that i'm an extremist
because i am currently playing like crazy even though it's my final year at NP
talk about bad childhood

perhaps it was because my holidays were taken away from em for attachment
or maybe because of my slack timetable
but whatever the cause
i hope someone would really wake me up from my dream
the waking dream which i'm living each day
when will she come?

God, please send me an angel.

juxtoposed

i've finally bothered to blog again. sometimes i wonder how this would help me.
i blog and blog and blog and it's still the same me
does it affect anything or anyone or any situation in life
if it did, it's terrible
if it didn't it's terrible

i finally completed my vtp report within a span of 3 hours
3 hours of bullshitting i hope it pays off
wasting all my cranium and printer ink.
oh by the way i smashed my epson 680 and bought an HP deskject 948c

my timetable for school is slack
too slack for a slack person like me
i'm starting to doubt it.
somehow...i have this weird feeling that some shit is going to hit me hard again
some damn thing always happens they say

when will the dream end
when will i finally see the shrouded sun
to live in darkness is to see the light
but only in darkness can you see the light