and so the day arrived. and so ends another chapter of my life. had actually wanted to blog this at 1201 yesterday but was engaged in the merciless spamming of the sacred words "ORD LOH!" to everyone on my msn contact list.
somehow, i feel a sense of loss. not saying that i love serving ns and doing shit but it's like, after 26 mths of hoping for September 28 2005 and when it's finally here, i don't feel enlightened or special at all. On the contrary, i feel weird maybe due to the sudden relinquishing of duties and not needing to do anything suddenly.
it's a weird feeling. but i like it.
nevertheless i still enjoyed my NS though i kept on bitching about how life sucks and shit like that. i've definetly learnt more than just clerical work and being a cow (just listen and do; don't think).
truly, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
what becomes of me then? well, the model answer would be "get a job for 3 mths" and later f.o to australia. but my real answer would be to slack around first and relax.
hopefully i can do that.
will miss the guys in the office. but that's probably the only bad about ORD-ing
because eventually, everything is emotional