it's a freaking hot day
and i am bored

grand retour was a success
i finally got expelled from bbdc
and i finally got that f**king piece of ic sized paper

here i stand alone
with this weight upon my heart
and it's screwing my stomach up
the day i've been waiting for is here
probably one of the biggest days of a teenager
55 days ago i failed my tp
and 55 days later i am attempting it for teh second time
i really hope that i would pass
if not it would really suck
not cos of the failure
not cos of the money
but more for the waiting period

there will only be 2 types of me
the me in benovelance
the me in malovelance
all to be decided in 11 hours to come
....
Grand Retour....is commencing.

i hate pcom
my presentation is tomorrow and there are a thousand caterpillars making cocoons in my stomach already
by daybreak they'll eat me up from inside
there's still wdd to worry about
and Grand Retour on friday to worry about too
help.