spaghetti

it's one of those nights again
where i'm at a total loss of what to do
overwhelmed, overkilled by thoughts afringing
there's just so many things to be done
and decided upon.
but there's just so many things which i am doing
so much that it's killing me
giving me lesser or no time to think of the other things to be done





thoughts - the fuel for my insomnia
spaghetti thoughts - yummy fuel for my insomnia

retreat

just got back from loyang
yes chalets.
the only places where memories are made
and leave us ever remiscing
this time round it was with my dept's NSMEN branch's retreat
and although i'm from PLANNING i somehow got invited
i feel so honoured
anyways it was good
to have that moment of rest within such an interim part of the year
but alas i'm going back to work tomorrow
back to the zoo they say
somehow being there made me value the importance of the female sex
not that i'm horny or something
it somehow feels gay to have all guys in the same chalet
playing soccer games and gambling and all
certainly not my kind of pastime
the company was nevertheless good.

Think of me, think of me waking,
silent and resigned.
Imagine me, trying too hard
to put you from my mind.
Recall those days,
look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do
there will never be a day,
when I won't think of you.

unsettled

the days are getting stranger by the minute
just every day of every week is so damn different
people are nicer at a rate that scares me
and the stuff that happens is just..overwhelming

the end of the world is near

i took this quiz from sam's blog
seems trustable aha


Your dark side is centered around Death. Anger
running through your veins, your soul is
confused between staying or leaving in this
pointless world. All you want is an open
creative mind to go with your lifestyle, no
conditions or judges, just loyalty to each
other, so you can finally live your perfect
exicting world you always wanted, life will
worth something. You will find what you want
when you believe in something more valuable
then death and when you appreciate your life.


What is the center of your dark core? (updated)
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that feeling

things aren't the same anymore today
something's just not right
something wicked this way comes.
i shall keep a low profile today