sadness
finally brought myself to finish watching the remaining episodes of The O.C (from where i left off) sadly, season 1 ended off with a sad note with ryan (the main lead) going back to his shitty hometown justr because he's ex-girlfriend whom he had sex with became pregnant and he thought that the baby was his. sadness..could have used a raincoat or something right?! neway, it was evident that the people of the show really wanted to mess things up from the consistant pummelling of  bad events happenning to the cohens. the sadness. but anyway it's just a tv show
 
right now i have so many movies/anime that can last me a lifetime. and the last thing i would want t do is be distracted...