whatever ...bitch

why is it that everyday
some damn thing always happens?

this blog is starting to be a bitchblog
and maybe one fine day i'll be able to
bind it up into a legendary bitchbook
to commemorate like what?
15 years of bitching?
it can't be 24. cos i only recall bitching in 2002

my bio clock's messed up again.
i think it's the night naps i've been taking from 8pm-10pm
and with that comes the ever sweet degradation of my soul
heaetburn, ennui, disdain, apathy, chills, gastric pains
not forgetting the fucking sun which rises at 5am daily.
ok 6++ now that it's winter.
disgusting.
we all live in a beautiful world

ooooh one tree hill just ended this week
and its coming back for a 5th season.
now how the hell did it surpass The O.C

the winter of my discontent

as i wade in the waters of uncertainty
my mind questions itself
on the maybes and whatifs
which i carelessly left behind without contemplating
their posibilites
would i be in a different light from now?
clearer skies or visions of fire
somehow something isn't right here
but holding on seems harder by the day
the wise men tell me that things will work out
but i somehow don't feel so
the changing oracles seem to make the
days bleed themselves
and it has been 4 bleeding months