good morning sunshine
just woke up at around 8am
walked over to the office toilet and aimed some hot water at my head
yesh i did say office toilet.
i had spent the night in office. haha.
looking back it was a surreal feeling, machiam like hotel like that.
we had just completed our function and some of my colleagues suggested staying over to watch soccer in office. there was quite a number of people initially but slowly due to dobts about being caught and stuff only 3 were left. me and two others.
we did not watch soccer. we just idled the time away.
looking back, i could have lost quite a bit of money too if i did bet on this morning's game between greece and france. thank God i wasn't able to find a singapore pools outlet last night. (in the first place i actually wasn't suppossed to be betting)
oh well, spending the night in office was quite and emo experience. the silence which filled the walls last night....
was heavenly.
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
life just got crazier
went to work today expecting everything to be same and mundane but it did not turn out to be. i was informed that i was part of the team to revamp the stupid dept's website with the really long deadline of 3 months from today. sho clever of the higher ups.
to add to the burden, some idiot dragged me into this security campaign shit which required us to design posters on security--> wtf was that suppossed to mean?! crazy
as if i wasn't having enough fun, i'm also involved in the redesigning of the PNS ezlink cards--> i don't mind this cos this IS after all part of my JOB SCOPE
dammit dammit dammit
oh yeah.. bought a new fish tank and placed it on my desk. added 2 snakeheads into it to accompany me the rest of my NS-Life. hopefully they will ORD earlier than me so i won't have to bring them home when i ORD. heheh
went to work today expecting everything to be same and mundane but it did not turn out to be. i was informed that i was part of the team to revamp the stupid dept's website with the really long deadline of 3 months from today. sho clever of the higher ups.
to add to the burden, some idiot dragged me into this security campaign shit which required us to design posters on security--> wtf was that suppossed to mean?! crazy
as if i wasn't having enough fun, i'm also involved in the redesigning of the PNS ezlink cards--> i don't mind this cos this IS after all part of my JOB SCOPE
dammit dammit dammit
oh yeah.. bought a new fish tank and placed it on my desk. added 2 snakeheads into it to accompany me the rest of my NS-Life. hopefully they will ORD earlier than me so i won't have to bring them home when i ORD. heheh
Monday, June 21, 2004
time
riding on the waves of time
suddenly it all makes comeplete sense
nothing lasts forever
there is no such thing as justice
if only thy mind was senseless
if only thy time was up
such pain would never be witnessed.
but even in pain, sleep is possible
and probably death and dying
pain and sufferring
is all part of that flow of time
if there was one thing i could ever change
it would be the existence of this world itself
but even if i tried
wouldn't it be meaningless
the reality of it all
yet irony of life
not everyone understands
this crap i just said
but even if i tried
to make you realise
what difference would it make
on the day you died
the moon would continue to wax itself
and wane when in due time
life would still continue
in its ironic purpose of living
cos even if it ceased to exist
what point would its existance have
on itself.
riding on the waves of time
suddenly it all makes comeplete sense
nothing lasts forever
there is no such thing as justice
if only thy mind was senseless
if only thy time was up
such pain would never be witnessed.
but even in pain, sleep is possible
and probably death and dying
pain and sufferring
is all part of that flow of time
if there was one thing i could ever change
it would be the existence of this world itself
but even if i tried
wouldn't it be meaningless
the reality of it all
yet irony of life
not everyone understands
this crap i just said
but even if i tried
to make you realise
what difference would it make
on the day you died
the moon would continue to wax itself
and wane when in due time
life would still continue
in its ironic purpose of living
cos even if it ceased to exist
what point would its existance have
on itself.
Sunday, June 20, 2004
39/03
i just got back from a former squad-mate's 21st birthday party.
somehow it felt great meeting up with the people whom i stayed with
in a dingy longhouse-styled bunk for 5 mths
and how time has flown.
(well at least at that time i couldn't say that cos i really hated living in the Academy)
spotted a few chicks at his party too and sent one home
but i guess after tonight they're unreachable
and its not as if i will remember their faces anyway....
this may sound crazy, but i kinda missed the happy shitty kampung styled days in TRACOM
although i so much hated the environment there.
i just got back from a former squad-mate's 21st birthday party.
somehow it felt great meeting up with the people whom i stayed with
in a dingy longhouse-styled bunk for 5 mths
and how time has flown.
(well at least at that time i couldn't say that cos i really hated living in the Academy)
spotted a few chicks at his party too and sent one home
but i guess after tonight they're unreachable
and its not as if i will remember their faces anyway....
this may sound crazy, but i kinda missed the happy shitty kampung styled days in TRACOM
although i so much hated the environment there.
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