why am i feeling like this
did it have to happen to me again
and when i thought i was gettting on fine
i stumble and lose direction

There's always something
In the way
There's always something
Getting through
But it's not me
it's You

Sometime's ignorance
Rings true
But hope is not in
What I know
Not in me
It's in You

It's all I know

And I find peace
When I'm confused
I find hope when
I'm let down
Not in me
But in You

I hope to lose myself
For good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me
It's You
It's all I know

it's 4.07 am and i am still awake.
school starts at 2pm tomorrow--stupid ECAD demo...best part is no one wants to bring the laptop
i can't cos i lent mine to a friend for his test but no one understands...and never will
anyway i feel weird typing this shit out to myself.
maybe it'll appear funny in the future when i look back in hindsight
i hope LOTR bags the best movie award for the oscars later