friends - i hate the word

it just pisses me off when i wake up to see a handful of sms and icq messages of the same handful of people asking me for help.

more like asking me to do something for them.

these are the same few who constantly bog me down in my continuation of daily life and only look me up when they need something from me.

i wish they could just fuck off and die.
i'm human too but do you see me asking for help all the fucking time ?

all systems are go

after spending like
a day of backup/installing of fiels and OS in the IDE hardisk and
another day of running to sim lim and then to macpherson to change the damn sata hardisk...and
about 7 hours of installing and re-transferring of files

i dare to say my system is up and running again

after sifting through all the anime songs which was part of the legacy left to me,

i feel so sad.