a present to myself

nothing much happened tdy
cep't that i got myself a Freshwater Barracuda
it's still a pussy right now
probably not accustomed to its surroundings yet
hope it'll be the most xia lan fish in the tank though


my new babe 

yuna

i finally completed final fantasy x-2 just now..say arnd 2.49am
i would thus be a walking zombie later in office.
tdy was a pretty sad day for me

firstly its because it was the end of my conversion course
which would lead to the second reason :
which is that i would be returning to shitty office again later tdy
which leads to the third reason : i will be seeing the bitch
which would then make me depressed and want to kill everyone.
oh yea
and lastly, cos i've complted ffx-2
i won;t be seeing yuna for a very long time

back to reality

today is the last day of my conversion
sadly, i would have to return to the bloody office tomorrow
living my life aimlessly like the way i lived it 4 days ago.
seriously, i've never been so happy as i've been the past 4 days
in my entire NS life.

well atleast there is IDC to look forward to

gentlemen, start your engines

put on a halo and went to school today
gunned the engine and started moving
grooved and moved and made the ride smooth
the prize - a formula 1 licence.

i must say i felt like a bloody newbie with the "driver under instruction" plate
not forgetting the countless fuckheads who tried to make me fail

don't. let me see you on the roads

tomorrow's another day of stress free the bitch although there's talk that i'm in for a very BIG present when i get back on saturday.

kiss me.

cruise control

tomorrow's the big day
failure is not an option
i just hope everything goes well w/o any hiccups
before i suffer another battle at waterloo

the days are getting warmer
my patience shorter
in the dealings of
trival daily mankind issues
i hope their preparators can just go and die

what do you expect me to do now that
the mirror is broken
buy another one
or reflect thy beauty in me.

the reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

listening to the music in the background, i almost reached nirvana.

wtf ?

just when i thought i saw the ideal girl of my dreams
i woke up from my dream
literally
WTF?
could it be a sign? i've never seen her before though
but whatever remains is just a vague impression

oh fug...think i'll go wash up to remind myself that i'm still alive
and that nothing has changed.

code blue

i just finished my 2nd shift of exercise scorpious
gentlemen i have just earned 12 hours of "off" and although the amount is negligible
it nevertheless will succeed in pissin people in the SAF off. but seriously, do you think i care? answer is : i don't.
anyway, popped by at a friend's place to wish him well for his bday bbq celebration and left after awhile after it got too boring.
went to look for daren, the joker i was talking about and we went to holland v to chill and feed his sister's fat-assed cats. i think i've got fleas already cos i'm itching all over.

next week will be a better day as i won't have to face the bitch cos i won't be in office the whole week! reason? driving conversion. and although i forsee many instances of saikang awaiting me after that licence has been obtained, it is still good.


for every period of shittiness there is always a same period of rest

time to bathe bitch again later.