kenneth

so much has happened within 5 days.

went for scuba swimming test on monday and almost died cos i ate too much and kept vomitting in the pool HAHA. other than that i passed it. more scuba shit to come.

did i forget to mention that another of my friends has orded...on sunday as matter of fact. he's kenneth. the first person who spoke to me when i came into the cursed department. i still remember his exact words "hey...ke yi zou le leh ni hai deng se mo?". he was referring to every monday's RT or recreational training where we can leave work at 4pm instead of 5pm (at that era when it was still a 5.5 day work-week). over the weeks i got to know him better and realised that his character is somewhat like mine...dislike magic mats, never afraid to challenge authority and of course detest idiots. yam seng man. really enjoyed the times of xialaning and ninja-ing man. it's quite sad to see all of them leave one by one...but it also means i am going to gain nirvana too. 248 more days.

went clubbing last night with the newer kids. the music wasn't too gd last night which resulted in us leaving at the sacriligious hour of 2am. where got pple leave at 2am one... sampled a new drink called martini bianco 7-up.if you ask me, it tastes like some kinda spice for some kinda pasta. but it's nice though at first sip it tastes like shit. but as you slowly get used to the shit, the shit engulfs you, enfolds you till it becomes you.
shit becomes you.

maybe that's what life is about.
getting used to shit.

all of us in a little dark room
each trying to free his soul
love ever seeking
hearts ever breaking
when will we all realise
that everything looks perfect
cos we're in a
little dark room

personification

just got back from a movie titled "my brother"
uncannily, one of the characters reminded me of me
the fiesty one though not deviod of parental love
oftentimes i would wonder to myself "why me"
why would so much shit and celestial suayness always had
to be inflicted onto me and not the other high-headed
self righteous knuckleheads who deserved it more
until in the midst of the show, i realised that
tough times are meant for tough people

if the both of us were drowning
who do you think Mum would save first?>
mum would go for me cos you are the one
who knows how to swim

alittle cheesy, alittle corny
not everyone chose to be born
not everyone chose to be looked down upon
to forgive someone because he cannot help it
is remarkable
but to forgive someone because he's an idiot
is godly.

and in the land of stone and thyme
we will walk on the tides of winds
knowing that not all was in vain