Raison D’être

ahh, traversing over many nights
frozen dreams and fading tears
warm me warm me me wrap me!
i hate this body
that can't love anymore
i don't see the end no matter how far i walk
dragging along the memories of the past
what colour will this body be tainted by?
i search for that answer

on dying

what do you do when you need help and
no one is around or able to help you?

you just die. and die and keep on dying until you can no longer die.
and if you're lucky, maybe you'll just end up in hell.
if not,
you just continue to die and die and die until you reach some kind of closure.