i got my freaking phone tdy!
samsung N200
it's cool to hate although i have to admit that no other phone can be compared to a nokia in the area of user-friendliness
who cares...what others have. the more i do not wish to have
conformism is but a joke
and the mainstream a farce.
i'm fine with samsung
let's see how long it survives though

Another question in me
One for the powers that be
It's got me thrown
And so I put on my poker face
And try to figure it out
This undeniable doubt
A common occurrence
Feeling so out of place
Guarded and cynical now
Can't help but wondering how
My heart evolved into
A rock beating inside of me
So now I feel
Such a stoic ordeal
Where's that feeling I don't feel

There was a boy who had the faith to move a mountain
And like a child he would believe without a reason
Without a trace he disappeared into the void and
I've been searchin' for that missing person

Under a lavender moon
So many thoughts consume me
Who dimmed that glowing light
That once burned so bright in me
Is this a radical phase
A problematic age
That keeps me running
From all that I used to be
Is there a way to return
Is there a way to unlearn
That carnal knowledge
That's chipping away at my soul
I've been gone too long
Will I ever find my way home

another hard day has passed
hours of tedious programming gone by
i've so far managed to so INSERT with the minimal validation requirements
tomorrow's going to be another tough day
i wonder why i'm not sleeping or programming when i should be
my uncle got retrenched today
it's somewhat screwed up to think that he was such a nice guy
this incident has led me to to wonder if it pays to be nice
i've heard of the term "nice guys finish last" and it's ever so true
the world is a screwed up place waiting to devour nice peeps
i wonder if i should be a nice guy or a jackass.

it's a fcuked up day today
1.woke up to find my nokia 8210 lcd screen BLANK again. it's the 2nd time
2. went to class and discovered i had drawn the bce diagrams wrongly
3. screwed my wdd assignment up
4. punctured my gary fisher tyre for the 6th time in 5 months
5. inner tubing of gary fisher tyre is still stuck in between the gears
6. my trek bike light broke
i dunno if it's me or the forces against me but it has definetly been a fcuked up day for me

6 days is all i have
to make wdd my only breath
sleep is but ever tempting
drawing me back to days of camping
when will i ever taste Completion
removing deception
gaining action
eventual satisfaction is what i seek
but it's the vices of human ability
which make me ever so meek