One step at a time

i guess every research student would have probably felt the same way as the lyrics of this song...by Jordin Sparks

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

W.H.Y - The mother of all questions

Ok so i've been tagged. But i've got to say i'm breaking the rules with the number of friends thing cos most of my friends don't blog but hey this is still quite fun though.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
30
2. What is your most favorite thing to do?
dreaming. Both in wakefulness and in sleep
3. If you have a close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
nope. I’ll disown him from the beginning.
4. If you could change your sex for one day, would you want to? who would you call up and tell first?
nooo. to spare me the agony of thinking who will i call up
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
to be able to wake up from it.
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
as long as I am able bodied, yes
7. If you could turn back time, what would you have done differently?
I would not have taken a masters. Probably would have taken an honours or gone to work first.
8. You say "I love you" to your other half; describe your feelings for your partner right then in more words than one when you said it?
calm and flustered
9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
yesh.
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
warm, charming and funny
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
to not be untidy and forgetful because I am untidy and forgetful and if she is untidy and forgetful we both end up self destructing….
12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
being untidy and forgetful
13. What is your ambition?
I don’t know…seriously
14. Is anyone really perfect?
no. I am a misanthrope
15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?
to be happy of course. There is no price u can pay for happiness (and convenience..but that it out of the topic)
16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
my apathetic-ness
17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Jess
18. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Stable corporate job maybe? With a family and a menagerie of animals, maybe a few kids and one badass wolf-dog!
19. If someone had found a path to immortality to be bestowed upon you in exchange for one of your abilities, would you take it, and what would you sacrifice for it?
no. immortality would be useless if all my friends and family are dead
20. Which do you think marks more of sincerity? Blood or tears?
Tears. Its easy to shed blood.

Erina
Fabian
Lyly
Sam woo
Amias
Haoki
James Lucas Scott
Peyton Sawyer

reprise

big words little action
the endless grind for quest perfection
undaunted bated kicked in the face
tired of running this silly little race
wasted time once was mine a priceless
prize for Miss Realise
the streets are filled with memories and music of the day
which used to play,
now ring in ghostly disarray
these scars will stay forever
like removed nails in a fence
just like tears are worth
more than blood
are silent cries of the heart
an even though She flies so high
She knows she'll never die