7 more weeks to go, now did you just see this somewhere ?

the long weekend break is over. i'll be going back in in less than 2 hours time. the sky looks provoking and the worst thing that can happen to me right now is to rain when i reach PA. This week should be un uneventful week for me...first 3 days unarmed tactics with thursday and friday doing some drill i think. i hope it rains on thursday and friday. life should be getting better now that i only have about 3 more tests to take not forgetting the 113th intake people will be coming in this tuesday. i'll be a senior then.
sometimes i question myself on the things i what to do and the inability for me to do them. i've so many things that i've long wanted to do thats all been disrupted by this stupid regime of mine and to top that off the "higher powers" have extended my pop date. sometimes i want to scream. sometimes i just want to be. alone.