overheard on MSN


NF: ivalice expire liao?
V: yeah thu. my internet was suppossed to be cut 32 mins ago but dunno why still got
NF: cos they r sleeping? no. i think they r raiding thats why.
V: ......

still surviving

and so here i am once again
sitting in front of my
window to the world.
typing thinking wondering
how i managed to survive my confirmation.
i did.
but right now i don't know wtf am i suppossed to do.
will i live like this forever?
sleepwalk through my life's endeavour
looking back, the burning question of
"did you make the right choice in choosing research" has been
haunting me.
as much as i would like ot say "no" it has somehow
witheld me from saying yes either
because seriously,
i have never thought about so much shit in my life.
but then again thoughts will be thoughts
and the only time when you can live your dream
is to wake up from it.