silent tears


sometimes i lie awake at night
wondering what my life was like
broken dreams and broken lies
wide awake,right thru the night
laws of time, laws of life
times of silence and times of tide
clueless as i may be
right up till this day
as this night goes on.

and i can't feel the pain
anymore unlike last time
the synapses have gone
to a faraway land
leaving my soul in greater disdain

no doctor, warlock nor priest can heal
this broken spirit of mine
except
206 teardrops
from a virgin's eye
weeping for me
every-Day

Healthy Lifestyle '05



today was spent at the island resort of sentosa
with it's pseudo landscaping and psuedo beach(ches)
playing 7 rounds of volleyball.
it's my my dept's healthy lifestyle thingy alalbeit the ironic title
(ie you will not have a healthy lifestyle just cos' u go for the dept's healthy lifestyle campaign)
nevertheless, it beats being in the damn office where shit is perpetually flying aroud the office waiting to lend on the least unsuspecting person.

it was rather fun i should say, aimlessly running around playing vball and dragging people into the sea. not forgetting the posing. the beach is a place where you can legally be a poseur. but :
again. chicks were lacking.
wtf man to think that a part of saf had to be there literally made siloso beach A questionable beach in sentosa...but overall a fun day
especially swimming out to sea against the threatening waves. the feeling of helplessness...was like an orgasm.