juxtoposed

i've finally bothered to blog again. sometimes i wonder how this would help me.
i blog and blog and blog and it's still the same me
does it affect anything or anyone or any situation in life
if it did, it's terrible
if it didn't it's terrible

i finally completed my vtp report within a span of 3 hours
3 hours of bullshitting i hope it pays off
wasting all my cranium and printer ink.
oh by the way i smashed my epson 680 and bought an HP deskject 948c

my timetable for school is slack
too slack for a slack person like me
i'm starting to doubt it.
somehow...i have this weird feeling that some shit is going to hit me hard again
some damn thing always happens they say

when will the dream end
when will i finally see the shrouded sun
to live in darkness is to see the light
but only in darkness can you see the light