constantine

my birthday was basically spent rotting at my uncle's place today (or rather yesterday)
seemed to me a waste of time but somehow i was either too lazy to jio my friends to hang out or a part of me just wanted to soak in the cny festival with the family.
well almost.
my aunt quarrelled with my other aunt cos my uncle did not want to go to her sister's place to show their faces for 1/2 hr
if u asked me, i quite agreed with my uncle..after all they ARE going to visit her sister tml
whatever. my mum asked me why didn't i flash my warrant at her when she was bickering with my aunt
my reason :i couldn't care less
my words "i would only do that if she started throwing things in teh house" were enough to justify my apathy
somehow, seeing so much arguments and shit in life has made me numb..really numb.

caught constantine with gerard his bro and sylvia tdy...
kinda funny cos at the strike of 12 i stopepd at the traffic ligh and wished hijm happy bday. he was 6 hrs later than me in reaching this goddamned earth. and like me
he doesn't know what's his purpose here. poor chap
constantine was sweet which made me think again (all movies somehow make me think)
this time i thought abt how he said there were half breeds which would goad and influence humans to do either good or bad and i was wondering , what if this were true? and all the people in my office were being goaded by halfbreeds? well to me even if it made sense the humans are idiots to me cos they can't even control their own minds...by letting themselves be influenced.
argh. there's just so many arguments.


Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the tv,
the harshly mouthed words
and the slamming of the door shut
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this day that we shared together.
and you stood at the door
with your hands on your waist
and you screamed like you meant it
and i knew, that you meant it
that you meant it, thet you meant it
and i knew, that you meant it
the you meant it.



feel like sleeping
shall stop bitching already