rain



this time i really screwed myself bad. i took a nap at 10pm earlier on only to wake up at 12am and now i can't get back to sleep. a time for self reflection perhaps? greatly apt. cos to add to the moment i can hear the soothing patter of the morning rain right outside my window admist the droning of the mistral fan
shut it off
it's not surprising that i'm still in such a disorganised state on the 5th day of the new year. so far things have been looking up considering the amount of shit that i had to face and how i handled it... great achievement indeed johnny, why don't you run along to 7-11 and buy yourself a chupa chup

i chanced upon
this empty night
thoughts embodying
the fervant mind
wandering through
the smouldered forest
unable to find
the One i've lost
born into confusion
in oblivion i grew
in reality
i simply stumbled
in pursuitof Sanity
beyond every moment
till the end of time

my mind is so full of thoughts and lists now so much so that i feel i'm going to have an anuerysm

indeed without passion, we would all be truly dead.