the irony of living

so this is it, i've just lived though one more week
it's one less week to the 532 days till freedom
but at the end of the day i'm still unable to give myself an answer as to what i've achieved.
day by day i just live life as it is. but what's the point when there's nothing to be achieved. i've taken to task many things in order to make my day's worth. but still they are unable to fulfill my need for self achievement.

it just dawned on me : there are currently no girls in my life.

maybe it's time i settled down