a blinding truth

it's my last day of work tomorrow
somehow i feel a sense of loss
not because i lost my holidays to stinking VTP (vacation training prog)
not because i lost precious time which could be used for other things
but the loss of belonging
being at NIE was a blessing
with a neat environment and neat people
it was totally l33t.
to have such a working place for attachment
was definetly a miracle in messed up singapura

lunch with mr tan and eric at swensen's today was revealing
although i had my eyes on the chick behind the 2 giants most of the time
if only we had lunch earlier..if only

perhaps it's the emotional side of me
perhaps i got too attached to the place
people will never know
only i will

anyway there's use lamenting about tomorrow's departure
another school term has begun
with new friendships to be made
and broken.

it has never happened if the memory is not there
human memory is just a record

you can't write that record